I'm glad our computer got fixed. We got a virus in it (again) and it crashed. I was really bummed because last time this happened, we lost everything on here. Call me pathetic, I know. But you wouldn't like it either if you had to find all your favorite sites again, and put your music back in your iTunes. Yikes!
But this guy fixed it, and everything is still here. Whew :]
So now I can post on here again!
So I spent most of spring break in Gleneden. It's a beach place a few hours away from Eugene. I normally hate the car ride there and back but this time I had fun texting Taylor and Danielle. When we got there, it was SO nice. Better than any of the trips we've taken there before.I didn't meet many people (except a very cool boy :]), but it was very relaxing. I hardly wore make up at all that week. Like, not even cover up. It felt so good. I thinking I was starting to hate how I looked without it before we left, and now it's all good again. I just hope it lasts.
Chelsea is coming back to Sheldon next year. YES!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Confidentiality is overrated
So I'm kind of upset. You, apparently, are one of those people who tells their relationship partner EVERYTHING that others say about them.
I was just trying to make sure you're careful.
I've been in a situation like this before, it's noooooo fun. I wish you would just keep the stuff I say on the down low.
UGH.
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I come home tomorrow. I've loved the beach, and all the things that are coming with it. But I miss my home, and my friends.
Marriah is coming up in April and I think she might stay with me for two days. I HOPE MY MOM SAYS YES!
I was just trying to make sure you're careful.
I've been in a situation like this before, it's noooooo fun. I wish you would just keep the stuff I say on the down low.
UGH.
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I come home tomorrow. I've loved the beach, and all the things that are coming with it. But I miss my home, and my friends.
Marriah is coming up in April and I think she might stay with me for two days. I HOPE MY MOM SAYS YES!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Just saying
Being aroused is the best feeling in the world
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...You know what else is the best thing in the world? Size 12 font, easily making a one page essay into 1 1/2 ;]
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...You know what else is the best thing in the world? Size 12 font, easily making a one page essay into 1 1/2 ;]
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
The past is only the future with the lights on.
I was walking home today, and I was by myself. That's biiiiiiiiig for me cuz I have like social anxiety disorder, and therefore, according to wikipedia, go to "extreme efforts to avoid abandonment". Aka, I have a problem with walking home/going to lunch alone. Don't ask me why, it's just a problem. But I am getting over it I think cuz now I just get a little nervous when I walk alone, instead of FREAKING OUT and almost crying. And calling every person with a car and being like "UM CAN I HAVE A RIDE HOME?" hahaha.
Anyways, I was by Monroe, and saw Dominique, Justin, and his little brother Jacob (who is wonderful since he once gave me some money for food :]]]]). They caught up to me, and Dominique told me she is moving to California on friday. I'm getting sad. I mean, I've known about this for a while, but it's so close that it's actually starting to affect me :[ We've never been super good friends, but she's a real cool girl. She's a really good friend to those who she cares about, I've noticed, and I never hear her tell secrets. I feel bad cause the last time I actually had a real talk with her was when I went to lunch with her and Cayla. And I'll admit, I felt reeeeally excluded and was not at all happy since they are best friends and just kinda got caught up in all the stuff that best friends talk about. They didn't do it on purpose or anything, but you know how it is. I hadn't really talked to either of them since then. But anyways, she is really a nice girl and I'm getting upset that she's going to move. Haha her and her Hooters boobs.
I feel wayyy worse for Cayla though since they are like best friends...I need to stop talking about this, it's bringing me down.
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ps. I love 2nd chances.
Anyways, I was by Monroe, and saw Dominique, Justin, and his little brother Jacob (who is wonderful since he once gave me some money for food :]]]]). They caught up to me, and Dominique told me she is moving to California on friday. I'm getting sad. I mean, I've known about this for a while, but it's so close that it's actually starting to affect me :[ We've never been super good friends, but she's a real cool girl. She's a really good friend to those who she cares about, I've noticed, and I never hear her tell secrets. I feel bad cause the last time I actually had a real talk with her was when I went to lunch with her and Cayla. And I'll admit, I felt reeeeally excluded and was not at all happy since they are best friends and just kinda got caught up in all the stuff that best friends talk about. They didn't do it on purpose or anything, but you know how it is. I hadn't really talked to either of them since then. But anyways, she is really a nice girl and I'm getting upset that she's going to move. Haha her and her Hooters boobs.
I feel wayyy worse for Cayla though since they are like best friends...I need to stop talking about this, it's bringing me down.
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ps. I love 2nd chances.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Mumbling
I have no real idea to write about at the moment, soooo....
You know how in movies and cartoons, they always show the main character in a dilemma? And they always have an angel version of the character on one shoulder, and a devil version of them on the other? And both of the "other versions", or their conscience, keeps telling them to do that, and to no no, not do that?
And then they both give reasons for why or why not the main character should do something?
I think it would be so handy to have actual mini versions of us appear on our shoulders haha and you could just flick the bad one off and be like "shut up"
I think the world would have a lot more good people :]
...yeah, reeeeally random. But just a thought!
My brother is going to his lacrosse game, and is driving there. I always worry that he's going to crash, even though he's been driving since like last year :[
Why does my dad walk around in his underwear and a shirt so much lately? It's gross.
Kate told me a while ago that we seem to get along better outside of school, during the summer and stuff. It felt like we weren't getting along as well lately, and I didn't really think about it so I just kinda disagreed. It freaked me out actually that we didn't seem to get along as well cuz she's my BEST friend and I don't know what would happen if she and I stopped being friends. I've told her sooo many bad things about me that I wouldn't tell anyone else, I honestly don't know if I could find a friend like her again. Anyways, then on Sunday, she and I went to Brewed Awakening for coffee, and Market of Choice for food since she was having some issues and I adore trying to make people feel better when they are having problems. We had soo much fun just talking and stuff. I realized she's right, we do get along better outside of school. I notice that about me and a lot of people now actually. I don't know why, but when we go to lunch together, I'm just not as nice or fun. I'm better outside of school. Blah.
This stupid kid, Hank, who has been like bullying her, came into Brewed. If we had been in school, I probably would have started something. I sound so weird saying that haha I'm not trying to sound all tough or anything, but if you upset my best friend then I will HATE you. But we were in a quiet little building, so I just made some LOUD remarks about how gay he looked driving the car he had, and some other stuff. Ughhh.
Last night, I was texting Tep and she seemed really happy to hear that I read her blog a lot. It's cute how so many people are glad that others read what they have to say. But it just goes to show, if the person seems interesting, then what they write or say will most likely be interesting too.
And a LOT of people are interesting to me.
I want summer please. I'm tired of the same routine every day. ER class, English, Beginning TV, and Geometry. Every. Single. Day. I like school enough, but some variety would be nice.
I'm letting Michael borrow my iPod mini (since I have an iPod video too) for spring break. I HOPE HE DOESN'T LOSE IT
!
<3
You know how in movies and cartoons, they always show the main character in a dilemma? And they always have an angel version of the character on one shoulder, and a devil version of them on the other? And both of the "other versions", or their conscience, keeps telling them to do that, and to no no, not do that?
And then they both give reasons for why or why not the main character should do something?
I think it would be so handy to have actual mini versions of us appear on our shoulders haha and you could just flick the bad one off and be like "shut up"
I think the world would have a lot more good people :]
...yeah, reeeeally random. But just a thought!
My brother is going to his lacrosse game, and is driving there. I always worry that he's going to crash, even though he's been driving since like last year :[
Why does my dad walk around in his underwear and a shirt so much lately? It's gross.
Kate told me a while ago that we seem to get along better outside of school, during the summer and stuff. It felt like we weren't getting along as well lately, and I didn't really think about it so I just kinda disagreed. It freaked me out actually that we didn't seem to get along as well cuz she's my BEST friend and I don't know what would happen if she and I stopped being friends. I've told her sooo many bad things about me that I wouldn't tell anyone else, I honestly don't know if I could find a friend like her again. Anyways, then on Sunday, she and I went to Brewed Awakening for coffee, and Market of Choice for food since she was having some issues and I adore trying to make people feel better when they are having problems. We had soo much fun just talking and stuff. I realized she's right, we do get along better outside of school. I notice that about me and a lot of people now actually. I don't know why, but when we go to lunch together, I'm just not as nice or fun. I'm better outside of school. Blah.
This stupid kid, Hank, who has been like bullying her, came into Brewed. If we had been in school, I probably would have started something. I sound so weird saying that haha I'm not trying to sound all tough or anything, but if you upset my best friend then I will HATE you. But we were in a quiet little building, so I just made some LOUD remarks about how gay he looked driving the car he had, and some other stuff. Ughhh.
Last night, I was texting Tep and she seemed really happy to hear that I read her blog a lot. It's cute how so many people are glad that others read what they have to say. But it just goes to show, if the person seems interesting, then what they write or say will most likely be interesting too.
And a LOT of people are interesting to me.
I want summer please. I'm tired of the same routine every day. ER class, English, Beginning TV, and Geometry. Every. Single. Day. I like school enough, but some variety would be nice.
I'm letting Michael borrow my iPod mini (since I have an iPod video too) for spring break. I HOPE HE DOESN'T LOSE IT
!
<3
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Too much hot chocolate
will overheat your insides
and make you want to sleep.
But that's okay, because it's raining out. And cold, and gray. And my cat is waiting in my room so I can go cuddle with him and take a nap with my space heater on.
:]
Sounds good.
and make you want to sleep.
But that's okay, because it's raining out. And cold, and gray. And my cat is waiting in my room so I can go cuddle with him and take a nap with my space heater on.
:]
Sounds good.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Catch up
I haven't made a post on here in so long. I really enjoy reading other peoples though. I especially love Michael's! I always love reading the things he writes since he always make it interesting.
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I turned 17 a while ago, on March 6th. Now I can buy rated R movies, whoop dee doo!
18 though? Not looking forward to it. Really, there's not much you can do besides vote, buy porn, and buy cigarettes. No thanks to the cigarettes...
Anyways, my birthday itself was so much fun. It almost didn't work out, but then it did. Ashley, Sylvie, and I all went to the zoo in Portland, and then shopping up there too. Soo much fun. I definitely loved the water animals.
The two sea lions, they would come and swim up against the glass wall that we were watching out of. So we'd stand against the glass and they swim up, and it was like being face to face with one. The feeling of seeing one's whole body go up past your face was incredible. I guess you had to be there to get what I mean? Anyways, I loved it.
The picture of the bear made me laugh, he looks like Eeyore or something hahahahah.
Ashley and Sylvie laughed so hard at the otter and cougar pictures. The otter looks plain pissed hahaha
For spring break, my family and I are going to Gleneden. It's a beach place about four-ish hours away or so. We go there like every break, but I'm kind of looking forward to it this time. I haven't seen the ocean in so long, and I always loved just taking walks on the beach. I am kind of bummed though since I won't be able to see any of my friends. I could bring one if I wanted, but I know I would get tired of them and they would get tired of me after a whole week :/
Oh wellll.
I hope it'll be fun.
I'm going to try and write in this more!
:]
I turned 17 a while ago, on March 6th. Now I can buy rated R movies, whoop dee doo!
18 though? Not looking forward to it. Really, there's not much you can do besides vote, buy porn, and buy cigarettes. No thanks to the cigarettes...
Anyways, my birthday itself was so much fun. It almost didn't work out, but then it did. Ashley, Sylvie, and I all went to the zoo in Portland, and then shopping up there too. Soo much fun. I definitely loved the water animals.
The two sea lions, they would come and swim up against the glass wall that we were watching out of. So we'd stand against the glass and they swim up, and it was like being face to face with one. The feeling of seeing one's whole body go up past your face was incredible. I guess you had to be there to get what I mean? Anyways, I loved it.
The picture of the bear made me laugh, he looks like Eeyore or something hahahahah.
Ashley and Sylvie laughed so hard at the otter and cougar pictures. The otter looks plain pissed hahaha
For spring break, my family and I are going to Gleneden. It's a beach place about four-ish hours away or so. We go there like every break, but I'm kind of looking forward to it this time. I haven't seen the ocean in so long, and I always loved just taking walks on the beach. I am kind of bummed though since I won't be able to see any of my friends. I could bring one if I wanted, but I know I would get tired of them and they would get tired of me after a whole week :/
Oh wellll.
I hope it'll be fun.
I'm going to try and write in this more!
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