Sunday, June 28, 2009

Hey Kate!

I loooove you best friend :D



;]

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

"I am not a nomad, I was born a house cat"

It feels like I haven't updated this in forever!
For the last like 11 days, I was in Washington D.C. I never realized how attached I was to home until I got there and had been there for a few days. And then I started missing my home so bad, I couldn't get back fast enough.
But anyways, the trip itself was pretty nice :] This is my brothers last summer before college, and so we went there for 11 days for one last family vacation.

First of all, before you look at these (if you're actually bored enough too haha), just let me tell you that almost all of these are REALLY lame quality. I didn't bring a fancy camera with me, and my family often didn't have much time to take good pictures cause we were constantly on tours and such. Sooo yeah, sorry a lot of these are bad quality! :[

You can't really tell but there were SO many more buildings there than there are in Eugene. It's insane!

The White House :D








George Washingtons house, it was pretty cool :]
vvv

These spires were at the Air Force Memorial. They're definitely one of the coolest things I saw, and they were HUUUUUUGE!



The United States capitol :D
vvv




Random budhist monks at the Lincoln memorial. They let me take a picture with them, and then asked for one with me on their camera :D I was so excited!!


This is a really famous scene, the soldiers planting the flag into the ground. I'm sure you've all seen a painting of this at least, or something! The statue was HUGE!


The changing of the guard. I felt bad for them, it was HOT out!





After a 6 1/2 hour flight home though, I'm very very happy to be back :D


ps. I'm glad we made plans tonight to hang out soon, I missed youa lot this year!

Sunday, June 7, 2009

"But it's much to late to get away"

I'm still not over the song in my post below. It's called Lullaby, and it's by the Cure. Sooo in love with it, ugh it's not even funny.




Watching you graduate today was sort of a punch in the face. I remember sitting there, bored out of my skull, when it hit me: you're graduating. What the fuck? What the fuck! Where did time go? And more importantly, where did our friendship go?
It seriously seems like just last week that we were little kids, and mom and dad were our best friends, the coolest people in the world to us. But they weren't the only ones who I looked up to. You might not realize this, but I also looked up to you. Why not? You were my cool big brother. I remember we always fought, but we were over it by the next day. You were a huge dick to me when you were with your friends, never wanting me to tag along. But we still had lots of fun. A bunch of my memories from when I was like five, was tagging along with you and your friends. I always had friends, but why go to the effort of having mom arrange for them to come over and play, when I had a live in friend right there? We always had so much fun together, with mom and dad. Now that I think of it, we were always together, us four. I remember growing up with you. When we both played Pokemon on our Gameboys (and collected the cards of course, our rares are still packed up in the garage), when we'd beg mom for a Nintendo64, when we'd play tag and hide and go seek, when we'd eat dinner as a family, when we'd have friends over and bug each other, when we'd get in screaming little kid fights.


...and then you hit middle school, and that all stopped. Ever since them, we've had such an awkward relationship. You're not super talkative, and I get shy when I'm not comfortable around someone. So whenever we are around each other, it's just weird. Especially since we're family.
High school came, we drifted apart even more. And now we might as well be strangers.
And you're going off to college after summer. And I will probably see you about twice a year or less after that.


:[
I will miss you, even though we never talk. I really will.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Lullaby

"On candystripe legs the spiderman comes
Softly through the shadow of the evening sun
Stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead
Looking for the victim shivering in bed
Searching out fear in the gathering gloom and
Suddenly!
A movement in the corner of the room!
And there is nothing I can do
When I realise with fright
That the spiderman is having me for dinner tonight!

Quietly he laughs and shaking his head
Creeps closer now
Closer to the foot of the bed
And softer than shadow and quicker than flies
His arms are all around me and his tongue in my eyes
"Be still be calm be quiet now my precious boy
Don't struggle like that or I will only love you more
For it's much too late to get away or turn on the light
The spiderman is having you for dinner tonight"

And I feel like I'm being eaten
By a thousand million shivering furry holes
And I know that in the morning I will wake up
In the shivering cold

And the spiderman is always hungry... "

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Nevermind

I like someone else now.




...it's annoying when people get mad at me because I get over people I like so fast.
I mean, if I like them and find out they don't like me, then I get over them usually. It's as simple as that.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Ohhhh fuck

I screwed up again! I lost my chance!
:[

But
maybe I can still get it back, although I highly doubt that. I'll just hope for the best.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Hey you,

I came to a realization today: I always say how I'll wait for you to become a close friend of mine again


...but you'll only be here for one more year. One more year for me to try. And then we'll probably never see each other again.



How depressing :[