Sunday, April 19, 2009

So in love

with the sun :] I adored the weather today. It was absolutely PERFECT. Sunny, warm, but not too hot, and just amazing.
Taylor came over at about 2, and my dad dropped us off at Oakway. We spent most of the day there, it's actually really fun there if you're with the right person. I'm really glad I have her as a friend. She's my favorite person to talk about boys with :] I like how she knows who just about everyone is, and doesn't get all prude/weird about things we talk about. I don't have many girls like that as friends!


I hate watching fights between people I know. I'm watching one on youtube, between two girls I know (it was last year), and it just kills me. I can't help but pick out every part where the girl who is mostly getting hurt could save herself and stop the fight. I think of all the perfect things she could have said, or how she could have just walked away. But she kept it going. So, so stressful to watch. I'm one of the most unviolent people I know. I do anything I can to avoid a fight. I'll apologize endlessly, I'll beg the person to leave me alone. I guess I don't really care how pathetic I look doing it.

In my eyes, it's better to look weak than so scary that your own friends are afraid of you.

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